Trip East: Blueberry Mountain

After a good nights sleep, I awoke fairly early, maybe 7:30 or 8AM, and heard the loud pitter patter of rain on the metal window AC unit. But it was early, and I relished another hour of sleep after the long drive the day before. So I flopped over and fell back into the dream stream.

Awake again at 9:30, I still heard the rain, but decided to get up and do something with the day, if not hike. At ten I checked in, since I had not the night before. The proprietor, a rotund, bearded, quietly gruff man, seemed seasoned in the business and life of the area. He was glad to see I had arrived safely and had found the key he left. He had kindly set aside a guide to hiking in the area, something I had asked of him on the phone a few days before. I thanked him, but lamented the rain on my only day for hiking. He confidently assured me the weather would clear as it had late every morning the past week. The clouds dispersed as I walked back to my room, almost at his command.

Just up the street at the only intersection of the town, I breakfasted at Mel’s Diner, a squeaky clean, new replica of a 50’s diner, complete with bubbling jukebox playing "Blue Suede Shoes". For $6 I stuffed my face with French toast, eggs and sausage, while I planned my hiking strategy.

I was starting late, and I wasn’t in top shape, so I couldn’t tackle the 10 mile round trip up Whiteface, the main attraction of the area. Besides, there’s a tourist parking lot to look forward to at the top. Yum, not. After comparing printout descriptions of several hikes with the map he gave me, I settled on Blueberry Mt., accessible from the next valley over, about 15 miles away. This hike would challenge me with a stiff 2000 ft ascent over 2 miles, but which was only 5 miles round trip, so I could enjoy the afternoon without hurry. Plus the view was considered spectacular at the summit.

Most trails have a sign in sheet at the head, in case you get stranded. This trail didn’t. I left my number with the lodge proprietor and left a note on the car. I had a little trouble finding the trail head, which is not unusual. There are no big tourist signs for these trails. I got the final directions from some locals who ran a general hardware store in Keene Valley. It was pleasant to meet folks who grew up and lived in and know the town where they work. One find this less and less these days

The parking lot was empty, except for a lone truck with a lone luncher munching at the end. I was the only one hiking that trail. I set off with the slightest trepidation: what if I had a fall, a broken ankle? This was a tricky trail. I had to be prudent. I was as prepared as I could be, equipped with food, water, flashlight, rain poncho, a first aid kit, a compass, a whistle, and a cell phone. As soon as I stepped through the trail opening, I felt a wave of pleasure and confidence. The weather was warm, but sunny and clear. I was psyched to hike. I bounded up the first small incline into the woods.
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The first thing I noticed was the bugs. I was immediately surround and hassled by gnats and flies, which love to hover and fizzle by your eyes, ears, nose and mouth, where the annoyance factor is greatest. My initial "bounding" into the woods soon turned into leaping and bounding through the forest as fast as I could to escape the little "buggers". Trying to out run them quickly ran me out of steam, and I resolved to add them to the repertoire of things acceptable to a good day. This took some doing, since they enjoyed kamikaze trips into my eyes. But eventually, thank goodness, as I left the open fields far behind, the number of bugs declined. They seemed less vigorous in the dry shade of the woods.

A few woodland plants caught my eye, some I knew and others I didn’t. Here is one of my favorites, the Bunchberry, Cornus Canadensis, which is eye catching at this time of year, with bright red berries amid soft green clover like leaves all along the ground.
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Another, which I didn’t know, and have yet to look up, is this beautiful silver flowered and leaved plant, which resembles the famous Edelweiss of Austria (which I have seen).

By now the incline had increased dramatically. I was basically climbing uneven stairs, with large patches of smooth rock boulders, up which I scrambled. Here is where my hiking sticks, which I got in Austria, came in very handy. They are like adjustable ski poles, with rubber ends which can be removed to reveal sharper points. So they are versatile on either rock or gravel or soil. I would say they helped my now overworked legs by at least 10%, perhaps as much as 20%. Meaning I used my arms to take that much weight off my legs. I was a four legged spider crawling up the mountain. Up and up I went, huffing and puffing, sweating, and in heaven. I love this stuff. I love being alone in nature, pushing against it, breaking down my resistance to it, becoming part of it.
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I guess I’ll tell the rest of this hike tomorrow. I need to get to bed now.

Trip out East

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I can say without reservations that my trip out East was a complete and perfect success. It really couldn’t have been better. I was invited to my second cousin’s wedding August 13, and knew I had to be there, even though I resist going to weddings (and funerals). The formality of weddings bothers me. But our extended family is small, and I simply had to attend.

I was also asked to play at the wedding. My sister and I grew up playing duets in church and at ceremonies. We gave numerous recitals together as burgeoning professionals. She plays flute beautifully, and we always clicked in our playing.

As the date loomed, I imagined a trip to include a visit to Mom in Bethesda, and Dad, who is up at the Cape for the summer. The wedding was to be in the Poconos, near Allentown, PA. All those locations are on the East Coast. It would be expensive to fly back and forth, so I decided to drive. And since I had just gotten my wonderful Volvo S60 T5, I was all set. But I wanted to add a special destination. Since I like hiking, I decided to drive through the Adirondacks.

My housemate is away for the summer, so I had to get a house sitter. I used Craig’s list and found one in a few days. A Japanese student who lives an hour away relished the idea of living closer to OSU in Columbus for a few weeks. Everyone won. I was a little nervous at first letting a stranger live alone in my house for two weeks, but she turned out nicely, taking good care of my garden and cats.

I left at a civilized hour, 10 AM August 4. I took lots of good music and books on tape. I was armed with AAA directions, a full tank of gas, some Red Bull for energy, a great car, and lots of excitement. The way I planned it, the brunt of the drive would take place the first day. Get it over with, was the thought. It worked. I buzzed my way across Ohio, around Cleveland, then over the huge expanse of Pennsylvania, up and up and up into New York State, then over and into the Adirondacks. The drive was supposed to take 11 hours.

I only stopped once in the first 9 hours, to get gas and have lunch. It was somewhere along Interstate 90. The line at MacDonald’s was ridiculous, but I had no choice. I didn’t pack a lunch and I was hungry. It took 40 minutes to get food. No matter. After a chicken salad (which is pretty tasty) I was on my way.

Around 7PM I stopped for dinner in Watertown, NY, just off 81. I found a nice little Italian place (the name escapes me) and settled down to read Michael Crichton’s “Prey”, while enjoying a healthy and filling meal of veal sauteed in butter and lemon, with a huge plate of broccoli on the side.

After I hit the road again, it started to dawn on me that I was further from my destination than I thought. NY state is huge, and what looked close on the map was at least 3 hours away. With the light fading and winding roads ahead, I began to panic. I had hoped to be at my destination by 10 PM. Luckily my energy was good.

After getting a bit lost, which cost me 3o minutes or so, I was on track. But the miles I put under me barely chipped away at the distance I had to go. The highway through the hills was two lane, but also nice and wide, with a generous shoulder. I began to really test the speed and handling limits of my Volvo, which is built with a sports suspension. Wow, I’m glad no deer wandered across the road. They would have been vaporized as I drove right through them.

I finally made it to Wilmington around 11PM, 10 miles past Lake Placid. I passed through Harrietstown and the Saranac lake region before driving through Lake Placid. As I drove (much slower now) through these towns, they offered cozy and comforting summer town scenery, streets lined with quaint B & B’s and bustling with revelers and happy looking humans. My summer vacation had begun.

With about two hours stopping, it took me 13 hours. I was barely tired. The Mountain Brook motel where I had reserved a room left me the key to my room in the entrance foyer. They were all asleep. It felt like coming home late; I tiptoed around. The room had knotty pine paneling, a nice cool AC and a hot shower. No phone or TV. I had some Graham crackers and milk before falling asleep reading.

Tomorrow I’ll tell about my wonderful hike alone up Blueberry Mountain.
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Let

Cat Asleep on Rug

Ineffable Present
careening, seething,
(gelatinous collision of
past and future)
Universe breathing.

Mute Mother
(whispering) (yes),
perilous fusion
resonating us.
There is no choice
but to give in
to terrifying

Bliss (consciousness).

Honor the seed, the flower,
the book, the hour
(and the subtle, singing space between)
Forgive as you go.
Let rest
all this.

This is another “everything” poem. I seem to yearn for the big picture, wouldn’t you say? Anyway, I’ll be away a few weeks, driving East in my new (’01) Volvo S60 T5, floating along the highway with Mahler or Sedaris or Steve Reich blasting. I’ll hike in the Adirondacks, then see a friend’s family in Vermont, then visit my father on the Cape, then attend and play at my second cousins wedding, then visit with my mother a week, then back here. Let’s just hope I really like my car after nearly 2000 miles in two weeks!

Somehow


Sallow fruit of doubt (guilty, rotting holes,
smashed hope, mute possibility, pause for complacency),
whose lazy seeds spawn
contorted fragments of forget;
tattered, moot sentences,
                                                hesitations,
echoes of fear,
                                                following fear of fear.
Craning, one can hear
their long lost sorrows attached
to our own, thumping heart.

Mind’s hoary soliloquy
flaps frantically,
fitfully free; while
          quintessential doors of perception
(five of them)
          filter cosmic, white heat
          through prisms of colors-
          lapis, ochre, sienna
rainbow’s light,
dark unraveling.

Decoding time into days,
we clutch at pebbles in the stream
dreaming the gurgling flow
into pomegranate’s passion,
guzzling its nectar, pits and all.

Vignettes, billions, (perpetual unfolding)
trembling plays with no set-
Characters (you and me) act
on shifting grains of
windswept dunes in
Sahara’s raw dance.

Yet, selfish insistence,
pearly data of birth
assembles uncannily-
             mapping gravity’s clout.

Dikes of persistence
shape tomorrow’s fortunes
from today’s regrets.
Torrential rivers
of love and pain, joy and betrayal
flow past eroding banks,
             through unequal silences of
             sorrow and shame.

Pandora’s plethora of tarnished ennui
sinks overloaded barges-
               good intentions, weighed down
               with neglect.
Compost condensed beneath timeless
yearning, crushed into syrupy coal,
morphs
to become diamonds.

After all is said, all is done,
After Time spins out
when doubt is spent, words gone-

Somehow, Silent
from amongst this clutter
callow wings unfurl, revealing a Pearl.
Salubrious jewel.
Tabula rasa.

Memories

Conch/Bug shadow

Memories give us amnesia
about what we could know:
spooks telling truths
in cunningly coy
closed, secret sessions.

They wrap us in myths,
conjuring dreamy, alluring
vapid mirages
                         which may guide us-
                         beguiling as
                         stars in the distance
while receding further, further
as we approach.

Memories shatter moments
of fragile truth, (unwillingly)
drawing us
irresistibly, to their
tinseled cocoons.

They corrode love’s
fresh childish rapture with
sugar and rust
syrup and dust.

Memories lock us in
windowless rooms
as we stare longingly at
faded, curling photographs
of the way
we once wished
we once dreamed
we might have been,
but may never know-
for haunted oldness coats
new moments like thick, black grease.

Now forget all this
and peel open your heart.

I wasn’t too happy when I wrote this. I had been rejected by a long term lover. But it has a certain bitter truth to it about clinging to the past.