Without HIm/Jacking Off.
Without Him
feelin’ good.
shouldn’t, but could.
might,
but won’t,
’cause it’s not hard enough
without
him.
Jacking Off
trivial satisfaction,
with baseless meaning;
forgoing the stall,
the inconvenience
of looking, posing, sifting
through it all-
mirage of vanity
perhaps a wink of affection
caress, (deception?)-
yet, otherwise
knowing it’s all you’ll get-
ping of purple rush-
gone-
(unless your imagination
gets more real)
These poems are not necessarily related, but they could be…what do you do when he’s not there?