Without Him
feelin’good.
shouldn’t,but could.
might,
but won’t,
’cause it’s not hard enough
without
him.
Jacking Off
trivial satisfaction,
with baseless meaning;
forgoing the stall,
the inconvenience
of looking,posing,sifting
through it all-
mirage of vanity
perhaps a wink of affection
caress,(deception?)-
yet,otherwise
knowing it’s all you’ll get-
ping of purple rush-
gone-
(unless your imagination
gets more real)
These poems are not necessarily related,but they could be…what do you do when he’s not there?

Hello my name is Merle Dean Shamblin and I would like to be your new friend. I sure could use somebody to chat with. I am a 47 year old long haul truck driver who currently lives in Duncan Oklahoma. Dec 8th 1960 I was born in Fairview Oklahoma. Moved to Caddo and Washita counties where I attended school at Colony Hydro and Weatherford. My parents Malvin and Wanda Shamblin were cotton and peanut farmers. Dad died in 99 from lung cancer. Graduated from SWOSU with a business degree. My two sisters are LaDonna Hubert and Malva Burrahm. Dennis is my brother. I have been a truck driver for 14 years and have driven 2 million paid miles. I have received many safe driving awards over the years. I am single and have never been married. I have a wide range of interests and am pretty much an open book. Currently I drive a 2006 Freightliner for a major carrier. I dont go to Canada very often. I dont have a dedicated route so I run the entire lower 48. I enjoy reading cinema music sports travel etc.